Taylor Swift - BACK TO DECEMBER

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/taylor_swift/back_to_december.html ]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Hey bloggers:') gue lagi galau nih:"" kalian tau gak kenapa judul lagu ini gue capslock?:( kalo mau tau, sebenernya gue punya pengalaman yg bisa dibilang baik tapi bisa juga dibilang buruk waktu tanggal 22Desember2011. kalian semua tau gak?! pada tanggal itu, pas bgt hari pertama gue kenal/tau dia, pertama liat dia sih emg udh beda bgt....tapi pada saat itu gue belom ada perasaan apa apa ke dia:') tapi makin lama gue malah kepikiran dia terus, and finally sampe skrg gue jd sayang bgt sm dia:( perasaan gue ke dia sih "kayaknya"  udh mulai berkurang:'D tapi gaktau kenapa garagara malem ini gue dengerin lagu "Back To December" itu gue jd flshbck lg:( inget masa lalu T_T dan kalian semua tau gak perasaan gue skrg... itu rasanya nyesek bgt lohh:""" dan 1hal lagi yg bikin gue nyesek, kalian tau gak?;( sebentar lagi gue bakalan jauh dari dia:"""" emang sihh setiap pertemuan bakalan ada perpisahan nya.. tapi kalo boleh jujur gue benerbener belom siap buat jauh sm dia;( tapi msh ada waktu kurang lebih 2/3bulanan lg sih:') semoga dalam jangka waktu itu gue bisa benci sm dia yaO:') do'ain guee yaaa:D

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